ok for the last time im not chewing on wh's finger... snowing at Fuji Ice Palace! *fake snow*...

Jus came back from Edi's concert. Some familiar tunes. Spirited Away; Gulliver's Travels; Danse Diabolique. Jasper was asking if i did pay attention to the stories behind the pieces, wel , actually , i don't. To me, it's not so much bout what the music pieces are trying to "tell" us, it's more of what each familiar music piece means to me. They evoke memories. I'd always hear people saying that they can't appreciate the pieces cos they have no musical background when you don't really need any knowledge on music to simply enjoy the concert. but sad to say, im thinking of quiting the band, i dunno, 'l see how it goes.

ha, not realli in the mood to blog any further.

yup just got back. one week. seemed pretty short. on my way back home in the cab, everything seemed so... real. gloomy weather, rain, expressionless faces of strangers, devoid of warmth which im starting to miss.


ha wel, anw, the flight itself wasn't enjoyable. Due to turbulence, the plane shook violently even before take off, and it dipped on several occasions. i really hate the whoow-feeling. Previous experiences weren't as terrible as this one. Had to admit, i was scared. Had a comedy-marathon on the flight itself- Love Undercover; You, me & Dupree; Friends; One & a Half Men etc.

ha, yup, i'd try upload the pix, so that i can take YOU for trip round Japan ^^*
tired.

~circle of life~
got a realli kawaii greeting from kelv. Thks thks alot, n also to those who sent me ecards, tks tks.

vin will be setting off for Japan tonight, on a quest to look for Kira.

'l be back on the night of 27th dec.

ha, guess this year, i'd b missing xmas celebrations with friends again. Oh, my hp can't be used there, so here it is, from me,

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Merry xmas!!!

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mm.. hvnt played enough leh.. must plan plan what to do for the rest of my hols when i come back ^^* haha, once again, zhu4 ni men sheng4 dan4 cao1 kuai le, may u all make it to Santa's Dean's list .. lolx

2 weeks into my hols, i had all the time i need, but there's still one thing left undone - sorting out my photos and have them transferred into my cd. Used to develop every single photo and then i realise that it wasn't such a good idea to have all the photo albums tucked in some corner of my room to collect dust.

photos are probably my most precious possessions. Not that they effectively captured the moments, but it kind of reminds me of them, especially the case if you happen to have a failing memory. Browsing through my archive is like reading a story, every picture kind of tells me this is your life. Maybi it wasn't as exciting as everybody elses' but to me, it's more than what i deserve.

If you're reading this, you're probably one of those who made me who i am, and one of those who complete my life.

some random shots...

k got probs uploading the rest. Anw, yups, still prefer the old template, hence the change =)

omg, im so addicted to Heroes. Just finished watching episode 11. Reached the end of the list. Someone tell me how to access episode 12?

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it's been raining for quite some time. don't really like it, when its freezing. Cant feel the warmth. Hai, prolonged rainy weather dampens my spirit. Can someone please make it go away?

abit of gym. abit. i think waking up early was the tough part.

then went masak-masak at tom's place. didn't really know how to cook anything more than instant mee with a microwave so didn't help much. All i could do was to assist kelv with his semi-stir-fried wanton/jiao-zi which was so rich in buttery taste, it can never be found anywhere else in s'pore. lolx

tho there's no right way of eating salad, but ripping the leaves from the cabbage,dipping into thousand island and eating just like that...

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had a short dvd-marathon w css gang at my place. Managed to only clear 2 dvds out of 5: About a Boy, and In Her Shoes. Both heart-warming movies..

The art of losing isn't hard to master;

so many things seem filled with the intent

to be lost that their loss is no disaster.

was playin' through a new piece i got from bro, titled," I Should Have Known Better". ironic.

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kapo kapo kapo... jasper's fone dun like us. always take b4 we pose.

haha, qj, it's here!!
xy said, and i quote," aya, hen3 nan2 fen1 leh... si3 qiujie, bu4 hui4 yi ren2 song4 yi he2 ah?!"

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cmi de zhi-pai~

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met up with some gaians tonight. ha, hapi. but abit tired liao... n feeling abit sick.

So this is it? So it'd be like that till forever? Just how much longer do i have to pretend that we are still on good terms with each other? Just how many times do i have to convince myself that situation will change for the better when it never did happen? i seriously don't know what i should do, how i should be thinking. whether to put up a brave front and pretend that im alright, that life still goes on for me with or without you. or maybi i should take a step back and suggest that we talk, which we never did. So we are going to pretend that there's no problem at all? or do you not even care. i feel weak. cos i feel so easily influenced by everything around me. things i read, stories i hear, shows i watch. They seem to suggest how i should react to things around me. But right now, im jus confused. And im tired of going through my memories and constantly finding fault in myself, till now, i don't even know what i did was wrong, what i did wasn't enough.

no i don't feel angry at all. At least anger would be a source of strength, and if it's directed at someone or something, at least there's be a sense of purpose. But i feel nothing. Emptiness. And im probably lookin for what ever there is to keep my mind occupied every single day.

it's killing me. don't do this to me.

yman's recommendation. watched the first episode, realli interestin'
http://tv.peekvid.com/s3022/

for e sake of jake, might as well be uploading evrythn xp...

mixed expressions...
sunflowers... left one was wrapped by lionel & caiting.. right (more artistic) one, me.

All A's... caiting & sok (who complimented a waiter after comparing him with the other 2... if u r waiter, i suggest u steer clear, ha jus jk)
sok & kl css de mei nu~~~

lionel looks like L from Death Note.. Oh ya, Jing liang was der as well, he kind of "lu guo" again.

bumped into my homo "friend" today in the changing room. yea, keep bumping into pple, vin dun understand. the thing is, my first reaction then was to avoid eye contact, steer clear, scam, evacuate wateva, in a discreet kind of way, and it wasn't hard to notice that he was trying to do likewise. Actually, it's kind of sad tt things turned out this way, considering that we used to be friends, and now we had to pretend that we've never met. this probably is one of those zhuang4 kuang4 that i wasn't able to handle.

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was reading a book titled, "The Black & White Book." Basically, it's one that tells us about perpective, that there's always 2 sides to every story. i was so drawn to the book, it had me reading it for almost 2 hours at the library. The entire book was in black & white- white words printed on black to the left and black words printed on white to the right (no link, jus thought that the design was interesting). It offered two very different perspectives to different situations encountered by the author itself. There wasn't any explanation, but i suppose one reading it wouldnt take long to realised that the thoughts written on the left are very much similar to what he would harbour if he was, somehow, in the authors position. And there usually is a better alternative way to look at things. Crapped alot.

one boring day today.

bumped into one of my og mates from Engin Camp. And the first thing she told me was," Let me tell you a great news. im pregnant!"

... um, seriously, how was i supposed to react? speechless.

not in a very mood right now... i dunno, guess i jus need some time alone..

Celebrated the galz bday at manhattan fish market. A chocolate cake on top of dinner resulted in a tummy-ache that persisted for the next two hours in the movie theatre. Guess it was a miracle tt i didn't puke while watchin' Saw III.

Another belated bday gift. A pair of bookmarks with the picture of the couple from "xiang4 zuo2 zou3, xiang you4 zou3". feels abit weird to be recieving it from a guy... haha, kiddin' la, khoon-ge, thanks thanks... anw, tt guy wasn't tan and sexy, neither am i... but wo hui nu li xun2 zao3 wo de xing4 fu2 de. hahaha.... oh ya, n thanks for regardin' me as one of ur bud,... i regard you as one of mine as well.

mosaic.

a bad habit of writting sheets and sheets of notes but never having the time to read through them. did abit of spring cleaning today.

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got a lighter?

wishes on a ball...at Esplanade w sec sch friends...haha, qj, are you reading this? i think it's a good angle lo... zao1 hun2~~~

first wish written by xy,"All A's!"... little explanation needed xp.. then der's $$$ duo duo, piao liang yi dian, shou yi dian....

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at night, had dinner with army friends... Hapi Bday vin! tho its abit belated... 2nd treat of the day... burnt a hole in my pocket, literally... haha, din get to see happy feet, now my feet is not happy, cos we walked wat seemed like 24 km route march in town... *my poor feet*nid some massage..

got a couple of surprizing bday gifts... ha, "1000 extraordinary objects", dun be decieved by the cover, ders alot of r-rated stuf inside...n the second one is really cool, they realli noe me well.Anw, thanks alot! i luv em'.. seriously.

i asked for a car. now ive got a volkswagen, a porsche and a minicooper.

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too css pple, junhao's confession.

stupid corn.

i think i need to watch "Happy Feet".

simply tired. but it's a different kind of tiredness as that experienced earlier tis week tho. go cart was fun, it was like 2 min of initial D... the afternoon trip was a wasted one, we entered escape theme park , jus to hide from the rain, and to get our free popcorn and bendy ice creamz.. half an hour before the park closed we made a last min decision to hit the go carts (sori shiyun & jasper).. managed to "legally" cut-queue. grateful that i din look for the doc before the chalet, if not i'd b limping al the way. had a great time tru-out the 3 dayz.

gaians , tai ai ni men le ^^*