more pix from xiaoti ^^*

Mike's twin bro.patience.innocence.

Mike with his red-hot frens. special tks to xiaoti's mum who cooked the prawns...^^*

Prawn fishing....is a v cruel thing to do.... does this remind u of the flag of Italy? lol. .. 10 yrs down the road, we may be at some longkang doing the same thing...

Prawn & Co. lol. Catch of the day... tt's Mike.^^ and his friend who got part of his mouth yanked out .. >.<

tired of acting lik i still matter. but still..

our parrot died today.... drowned in the pool....haiz, i'd rather it flew it..
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S26 Gathering. more pix to come.

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Chamber music. MOB- Ministry of Bells^^

Singapore's first handbells festival...

shd i join o wk?
dun wanna do sth without feeling that i really want to do it. the thot of having to act enthusiatic.. it's jus dscouraging enough.

bro's convo. someone proposed that night. kinda sad how such things sounded more duh den romantic...

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commencement pix.. courtesy of Redhot^^* Benson w our breakfast. haiz. those were the braces-less days.... cud this be my last performance? *shrugs* oh well.

Happy Bday Bengx ^^*

moving out from our hideout in the basement...


Every birthday is a special day.

liked her voice^^ she's frm China ^^

i feel blessed.^^*

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dry run left me with a bruised butt n blistered palms..

ISFJs have a rich inner world that is not usually obvious to observers. They constantly take in information about people and situations that is personally important to them, and store it away. This tremendous store of information is usually startlingly accurate, because the ISFJ has an exceptional memory about things that are important to their value systems. It would not be uncommon for the ISFJ to remember a particular facial expression or conversation in precise detail years after the event occured, if the situation made an impression on the ISFJ.
More so than other types, ISFJs are extremely aware of their own internal feelings, as well as other people's feelings. They do not usually express their own feelings, keeping things inside. If they are negative feelings, they may build up inside the ISFJ until they turn into firm judgments against individuals which are difficult to unseed, once set. Many ISFJs learn to express themselves, and find outlets for their powerful emotions.

Just as the ISFJ is not likely to express their feelings, they are also not likely to let on that they know how others are feeling. However, they will speak up when they feel another individual really needs help, and in such cases they can truly help others become aware of their feelings.

ISFJs need positive feedback from others. In the absence of positive feedback, or in the face of criticism, the ISFJ gets discouraged, and may even become depressed. When down on themselves or under great stress, the ISFJ begins to imagine all of the things that might go critically wrong in their life. They have strong feelings of inadequacy, and become convinced that "everything is all wrong", or "I can't do anything right".

im an ISFJ
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not myself today. preoccupied with random stuf. T.T

it's in me. it's in my blood. waiting.

jus reached home. prayers. 7 hrs. sai-kang night. roasted pigs (at least 20 of 'em).more chickens. more ducks. etc.

okie. initially i din wanna blog on this but .. oh well... my tooth.

watched Botherhood again... one of my fav movies.. had a good cry.
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i noe im whining again but it feels weird. like some part of ur jaw is missing, at the same time there's somthing extra fixed to it. it feels different and really uncomfortable actually. the thought of it lasting for 2 yrs... i dunno if im realli prepared. every now and then when i'd feel slight surges of pain from the extraction, when i taste the iron in my blood, or when i accidentally bite my flesh while chewing bcos of the stupid metal things (sometimes i jus wanna yank them out), i'd question myself whether this was the right decision. it realli did freak me out when i had to spit out saliva and blood for that one hour or so trying to stop the bleeding. how did my friends summon the courage to go through all this? occasionally when i stare in the mirror and realised that all this is realli happening and happening too quickly, even tho i start to have second thoughts i know there's really no turning bac.. sometimes u get so sick of it, u hope everything would jus rewind and go back to normal again... ... argh whining again ...

my tooth... it's 3 cm long... >.<

fri commencement for Pharmacy (purple slash, cool) n Life Science^^

Pharmacy: Khoonz ^^ Pharmacy: Vivian^^
Life Sci: Ween & Juan^^

(dun ask me y im huggin my tummy)

Today marks the day when i can officially say sayonara to all my favourite food >.< i realised how tasteless food can become when you can no longer chew, had a couple of metal brackets cemented onto my teeth.. the metal rings are not all smooth de wor, they got tiny hooks that irritates my tongue and the inside of my cheeks .. having ulcers alr T.T... was just pseudo-chewing and swallowing my dinner down.. blehz, i can foresee more difficult days ahead... really, to be able to enjoy the process of eating, is really something that we all take for granted. very soon, i wun hav the luxury to do so le... have to extract 2 of my teeth tml... hai, abit scared.
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"Max two visitors per patient." , 2 occupied beds, a couple of empty ones..

Jus came back from Raffles Hospital.. the ICU really seemed very sterile and empty.. was wondering how Grandma was feeling then.. her body appeared to be so frail... but im glad she seemed okie after the surgery to fix her fractured pelvis..and actually kind of relieved that i don't have to see her suffer.. cos i've heard from my Dad how she hurt her wrist the other time and she was crying in pain... and other problems here and there... mm cant do much.. can only hope & pray.
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Guys do my a favour.. go to this (website), vote for Entry 144 under the student category as a support for my bro. First prize includes an air ticket to SriLanka and an opportunity to document the situation there...Arigato.

pre-commencement events (day 1)Pookie the bear. the making... pk "building" the bear, not knowing it was to be given to her on commencement night... we had to go tru the "ritual" T.T -

if you "want the bear to be a pretty bear, rub the red heart on ur face" ...
if u "want it to be smart, rub it on ur fore head..", if "u want to love
it with ALL your heart, rub it over ur heart" (pk doesnt know where her
heart was anw) ... the hearts were den sealed in the bear tgt with all the
cotton thingy.. den pk had to "cleanse" it with "holy water" (i mean air from
the blower..)

yes, tt was the "ritual", it was pretty traumatizing for 20 plus yr olds... xiaoti & i were lik o_Q
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pre-commencement event (day 2)
@ my place (aka b itchy world) step by step guide to create Pookie (modified)

step 1: iron the logo onto bear's shirt. pro-logo created by xiaoti...xiaoti. doing sth to Pookie. oh no, this photo is so wrong. >.<step 2: create the mortarboard using cardboard and black skirt. (courtesy of jama). step 3: make the cape & specs.ta-daa.. and it's completed...^^ pack in the birth cert.

ta-bao.. off to ucc^^*

commencement night.

omg... nus looked lik orchard road... at first i tot graduating at night was abit sad... i take bac my words...I (we) was (were)here. cam whore. waiting outside.

ooo... the graduand !!^^ presentation of Pookieand we met prof ong^^ they say he looked lik me .. *shrugs*deja vu. same trio. same shirt. same place. same pose.

copyrighted pose.

special tks to tim for all the photos... Arigato !! kokoro wa..